did you ever know it makes me feel awful to think about any other girl you've ever dated?
I'm even jealous of all of THEM and the list is long to count
I've only ever lead affairs to remember although most of them I could hardly call not to mention care about and it frightens me to remember that but I dont remember things without you any more
and i get so terribly jealouse that I choke up on my own words, rather my own thoughts because I could never voice those things.
sometimes I wish you hadnt loved so eagerly before, that I was the ONE the first and best and last
not everyone is like me and I have a hard time remembering this.
my skin burns because everything is more enticing, every other situation but I guess I resort to understanding
that you'll never be all that into every inch of me and I'm strange, I know, so contrary
but you're like delicious sugar coated turkish delight in the best flavours to me.

I guess its a pretty way to ring in the new year, what to expect from shortcomings- I dont even know, I'm in love, shortly, always, I dont even know how I feel about love because it mostly makes me act stupid.
the onlyfeel good about anything when your here
but is there even any hope or future in this? because I see it, but I think you are blind
(mostly because you "lost" your ticket to the khyber in your wallet)
but sometimes I just want to run forever, your like a sweet speed pill( I never told you i took)