ecause this inhibition/hesitation starts as something you find cute, charming, whatever

6 months from now it will prohibit your feelings for me from maturing

effectively stopping the progress of our relationship

and thus acting as a catalyst for the doom of "us"

bahahahahahahahahahaha

honey

there is no way Im falling out of love with you

I could write a psychology paper on this

your neurotic behavior?

10:02pm

no!!!

well that too

catalysts for breakups

just like the human body can be broken down into the smallest singular moleculues so can the end of relationships

I just want you to love me as much as you possibly can
all the love you can muster

I remember how scared I was to tell you I loved you
I thought I would get lost in the words
forming in my mind
swelling in my chest like the ocean, those waves, that foam that could drown it out in my lungs
thankfully it was rather cold that day
and since my lips were so cold it was difficult to form the words
that we both knew were coming
but I was scared to blurt out because it felt too soon, so soon, and perhaps insincere in its delivery
I was bashful.

we can do anything
I can
with you
invincible yet invisible
the likelihood of those two words together
as unlikely as our ability to do anything
past the imagination boundaries of our minds.