I forgot to mention I am going to see one of my favorite bands ever, and one of the most creative bands, in my opinion lately. they gathered all this attention around them lately and I feel super positive about how much energy their show will have. I have been insanely and distinguishably jealous of everyone that has seen them, I am just PRAAAYING they will play some stuff of Gods Money


OH AND BABES OF THE WORLD ARE COMING:

I just need a good honest slap across my red cheeks.

I am beginning to feel like i have sunken into a convulsion mind perversion. I cant seem to explain my simplest thoughts and I have been feeling highs and lows like I have before and its telltale signs of mind crimes.
I am having difficulty coping with my own thoughts, something which I feel I of all people should be able to understand. I know how I feel but I somehow feel like it must be untrue and that the circling vultures over my head have been imagined by my mind. Where would such a great african bird fly to a country as cold as mine, laying thick in its quiet cold, its bitter wind that even the trees gave up- they finally started swaying. I feel like there is no life on earth and my feet have lost as much as my mind.

grumbly grumbly.

my whines are beginning to sound like mosquitos buzzing in your ear when there is no screen to keep them out of the house.

"In its simplest form, a Molotov cocktail is a glass bottle containing petrol fuel usually with a source of ignition such as a burning, fuel soaked, rag wick held in place by the bottle's stopper.
In action the fuse is lit and the bottle hurled at a target such as a vehicle or fortification. When the bottle smashes on impact, the ensuing cloud of petrol droplets and vapor are ignited, causing an immediate fireball followed by a raging fire as the remainder of the fuel is consumed.
Other flammable liquids such as wood alcohol and turpentine have been used in place of petrol. Thickening agents such as tar, sugar, animal blood, XPS foam, egg whites, motor oil, rubber cement, and dish soap have been added to the fuel, analogously to the use of napalm, to help the burning liquid adhere to the target and create clouds of thick choking smoke."


"Molotov cocktails were used in Prague to express disapproval of the invading Soviet troops in Czechoslovakia in 1968 (see Prague Spring for details)."

YO ANYONE WANT TO CRAFT??

my thousand shut eyelids
all purple and swollen
my eyes are creeking, grimacing and sneezing
with every light that enters the green
the grey the blue the red
it has seen more than most have seen
than you have lived
and she hath dreamed
for him to lie
as she goes to sleep
my eyes they flash
spilling secrets they scream
and without recognition
we pass day by day
pretending not to notice
the creases in which we layed
and often rebuking ourselves we display
my eyes
behind glass
they shall always stay.