i miss everything
that was and how it used to be
and i swore that i wouldnt bother me, i wouldnt let it. and ive tried, ive tried SO HARD to just let it fuck right off but i can because im me
and im that over emotional over thinking, just over everything. i wish i was a normal likable person, i wish i was special. so fucking special.
and whats the worth?
i need to disillusion myself, i need to run away, from my brain, for a day.