I rememeber early in september/october I felt like I was constantly meeting so many people that I didnt have time for my friends.
Its a rotten shame that I dont really have any anymore. I've spent the entire year with elyse who doesn't give a flying fuck about me, jenna who doesn't either, and suddenly there is no one and my life is void of friends....
except people who call me out of politeness to hang out, its a real shame
its nice to see someone who gets excited and hugs you. its nice to see someone that smiles at me and kisses me a lot and cuddles me always.
I still cant stop smiling about it