you made me more upset than I thought you could, and I guess my cold showering streak of jealousy if still ever present
I wish I could keep all my secrets inside, eventually I will talk, quietly, so you can barely hear. I will though and you have to trsut me on thaT, IF you ever get a chance. I'm hard to understand and I make myself to be a big deal, but its just because i like to push distance betweejn myself and everyone else. its just easier. ive already told you more than I should have, and sometimes I want to confide in you as a friend
but you are my lover and that will not change, so this keep will be kept playing the same
until we are more or less of above, until we are certain