crazy?
crazy? yes maby
how can i do this?
i said i wouldnt. i said i wouldnt go through this again, in my brain i said it to myself, several times over and over again.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING AND THINKING AND MOTIONING TO??
hurt, pain, no anesthesia, i am following in footsteps i already stepped in.
i need a good slap, that i already got an ignored.