everyone perceives everyone differently, which is hopefuly and optimistic that maybe one day someone will find the whole of me beautiful, every inch of my body and soul and mind, and they will think of it all as one, not seperate entities, not forms of beautiful creation, but a complete oneness that is me and only me none alike or akin.
maybe we'll get married or maybe things won't work out, but i would like to meet someone one day who sees me like that, differently from everyone else but far above everything else they have ever seen.