i giggle a lot, I hug you tighter, because right now, at this second, this are ok. everyone is alive. everyone is within my reach. everyone knows i love them a lot.
everyone and me and everyone we know. tomorow, maybe not so good. maybe not so hot. but right now, everyone is alive.
i've never gotten such an awful fright. it still makes me shiver and makes my teeth chatter to think about it, i get lightheaded and my eyes well up pretty badly.
i havent come that close to losing someone before.