there is mass hysteria brewing on my horizons because how can you be home and not have wet noses sticking in your ears-remember when you used to wake me up every single morning with that baby boy?remember when you used to crowd my bed, because you were my first sleeping companion and the best, despite all our bad dreams
this will be one of the hardest thing I ever have to do and I'm not giving up on you and I hope your spirit, youre beautiful spirit, will transcend itself into something earthly I can see and love every single day.
save me from tonight, from this week, I dont want to hear about seeing you again one day I want to see you now and always.always always always always always always always