some nights things sink in
- i am officially going to go live in france for a year. well 10 months, but its good and plenty and maybe i'll finally get the french thing out of my system and think about something else. that or i'll get married there.
- me and drew are completly different people. sometimes i think that this is for the best and other nights i wander home alone because he wants to hang out with people. boring people. people who cant further my career. i think. new blood is nice but honestly, i dont have the time to pretend to be friends with people seeing as i dont have the time to like my actual friends.