today i swirled salt into my hair and dreamed about warm salt water and fishies swimming by me, concrete beaches with ice cream stands and real iced coffee.
i dreamed about warm warm that smells salty and scuba diving masks and floating on the sea.
what will i do without the coast some day? i feel the need to pack up and leave. its nice to be able to look oustide and see the ocean, despite its disgusting state. i'm a mermaid with short hair, my eyes are the colour of the sea i live in. the atlantic is so blue grey while the adriatic is so green blue warm. such warm shades.
its pathetic what im doing here, i only feel sexy and good there, and feeling good is the point of life. of life! thats what its supposed to be, all warm winds and soothing waters.
i wouldnt' have eczema if i lived there either. just a brilliant tan, pale hair and bright eyes and lips, long skinnny legs, bathing suits and seashell surprise.