I am scared of losing out on love.
I leave in a few short weeks and though time seems to be standing still, its also going so fast. and Days that feel like yesterday also feel like last year. I can't remember what comfort feels like, and i feel as though I am constantly itching in my own skin. my hair feels funny and its too short now when I did want to grow it so long. I just get antsy and impatient all the bloody damn time.