frankly i'm terrified of being there alone. i'm terrified of coming back and having absolutly no one and all my plans being ruined, and having no next year cozy house with friends and good food and many blankets. if this relationships lasts that long i am terrified of coming back and being alone, not being cuddled and kissed and hugged.
this is my immidiate life. could france be my future? would it be good? it's really only 3 months, which is a short amount of time.