hot cold hot cold
ive got sniffles i'm feelin old
dare you try me, dare you fold
game of poker, you aint got hold

im swaying back and forth. things arent clear. i swoon and i woo and then i crash and i fall and bruises hurt.
everything is complicated when it seems so damn simple.

i cant believe i spent half my night raving about awesome shit when in all honesty, i knew it was bound to be thrown back. i also sent a huge load of bad karma my way. no one deserves to be talked about like that behind their back. no matter who they are or what they have done. its absolute sillyness and stupidity and immaturity on my part.
i wont anymore.